a diary of words, paper and other ephemeral things

will you accept this payment

tended the garden of this mind

brains weren’t  extraordinary

I cling to the title:

gifted

press the label onto my shirt

hand lingers above my breast

delusion

the tag tied round my toe in the morgue

it’s all I ever was…until, you know

I wasn‘t

plummeting grades, marks don’t matter

blackout nights, herded by strangers

bra stuffed with money

and tear-stained fights

this body became

the sacrifice;

payment on the altar of

expectation

color me surprised

you roll your eyes

not impressed

tell me this

is it enough yet?