a diary of words, paper and other ephemeral things

Tag: embodied poetry

  • promises

    you could say

    hi pretty girl

    and i would look for who

    you’re speaking to

    certainly not this rib cage

    playing the song of

    hollow bones

    buried

    too much flesh

    bulging

    fabric too tight

    all wrong

    she’ll tell herself

    i’m  all wrong

    w a i t

    for words of kindness

    they do not come until

    aged hands from

    older me

    grasp my tiny fingers

    whispers triumphantly

    “you are not all wrong

    you are everything

    you are wonderful

    wonderful”

  • water me

    threads of being 

    curl through every cell

    of this body

    arms   chest    heart

    opening like a flower

    crying nectar at the 

         sunrise

    penetration of light

    both

         pleasure and

              pain

  • will you accept this payment

    tended the garden of this mind

    brains weren’t  extraordinary

    I cling to the title:

    gifted

    press the label onto my shirt

    hand lingers above my breast

    delusion

    the tag tied round my toe in the morgue

    it’s all I ever was…until, you know

    I wasn‘t

    plummeting grades, marks don’t matter

    blackout nights, herded by strangers

    bra stuffed with money

    and tear-stained fights

    this body became

    the sacrifice;

    payment on the altar of

    expectation

    color me surprised

    you roll your eyes

    not impressed

    tell me this

    is it enough yet?

  • is that word alive

    AI trained on human souls

    yet their words taste like

    pink plastic left

    in the sun too long

    I’d like to think I can tell

    when words don’t have a body

    like scraping the knee

    on the playground asphalt

    or bumping the funny bone

    or drinking water underneath

    scorching sun