


a diary of words, paper and other ephemeral things
not just debris
from the storm
fallen twigs and
forgotten string
small dwelling
for growing
found the ground
from its
sky-kissed perch
oh, to scoop it up
to hold this proof
to dampen the structure
with saltwater tears





opportunistic
robin plays bath splashing in
puddles of fresh rain
I know youâre upset
But here
I carved a space
In my heart
Meet me there
Weâll have tea
Not too strong
So we can still
go to bed early
Weâll talk about the
meaning of
Our matching fingerprints
You scribble tears on your face
With blue crayon
They fall, rain from your cheeks
Splash into your cup
Allow me to drink it for you
Itâs been long enough
You donât have to do this alone

Episode five of the podcast Living Practice is live đ catch it here or find it on your favorite podcast platform.
Bald eagle
circles with
two vultures
tending to death
like the
carcass of a deer
or the
decay of a nation

tended the garden of this mind
brains werenât extraordinary
I cling to the title:
gifted
press the label onto my shirt
hand lingers above my breast
delusion
the tag tied round my toe in the morgue
itâs all I ever wasâŚuntil, you know
I wasnât
plummeting grades, marks donât matter
blackout nights, herded by strangers
bra stuffed with money
and tear-stained fights
this body became
the sacrifice;
payment on the altar of
expectation
color me surprised
you roll your eyes
not impressed
tell me this
is it enough yet?

The Tarot Diaries segment on the four of cups is now live. Swipe through the photos for previews of what I dive into đ






Below is my sticker design for Care Mail Club. Sign ups are $11 to receive a sticker, zine and original artworkâŚand sometimes extra goodies đ check it out on my ko-fi.

The sticker shone below was from last monthâs club mail. itâs available for $3 on ko-fi.

Reading âOrdinary Mysticismâ by Mirabai Starr
I find the presence of the sacred hidden in my aching bones when I have to push myself a little farther past my comfort zone. I am reminded I am alive.
I find the presence of the sacred as I walk, an obligation, yesâŚbut also a gift. I move on familiar paths and marvel that I came together as this particular collection of cells, at least for now.
I also feel the sacred flowing through tingling fingers as I create. It is an openness that simply keeps me moving.
I feel the sacred in the hard moments, but also in the soft. Like asking the kids about how their day was, laying down for a daily nap because I respect this body enough to know rest is vital.
Although I can feel imperfect on my path, ultimately I believe the sacred meets me in the trying. I am forever in a state of reaching toward the unknowable mystery: my fingers imagine grasping the hem of its cloakâŚbut remember that not knowing is beauty too. I breathe, my chest rises. the day is promising but also cold. I have shelter and warmth and unending love, even if only for this brief moment.

For more writing on where I meet the sacred, check out my recent essay in Fieldwren Journal: available here
I just started it, but go grab a copy of âOrdinary Mysticism: Your Life as Sacred Groundâ by Mirabai Starr. Let me know what you think.

An automatic drawing I made last night while watching Uzumaki. Mostly just tried to set time apart where I wasnât doomscrolling. Being locked in during a snow storm has made it hard to resist the phone, especially since I canât go for my daily walk. My legs hurt intensely. Luckily my ulcer issues have chilled out, and the medicine I am allowed to take has kept the horrid headaches at bay. I still slept a lot today. I also began knitting a hat. Still trying to work through my stash.
Back to the drawing, into interesting because a lot of elements always seem to appear and I usually see some type of character or spirit manifest. Will probably do more of this tonight when Iâm not knitting.